Did you ever have the feeling to be completely helpless? The day the first of my grandfathers died I felt that way. It was not the loss of him, it was to watch my grandmother who couldn’t understand why her husband was taken from her after more then 50 years together, exactly at the day of his 85. birthday. Having a medium state of Alzheimer, my grandmother forget about his death about all 10-15 minutes, going through the pain of loss again and again. Even now, after so many weeks she isn’t fully aware of what happened.
Being my grandmother, I gave her somewhat the same colouring as me, just made her more draft like and a non mythical to fit her better irl. I made myself a lot of thoughts about death and the loss of loved ones in the following time…

Originally this picture should be someone else, but due to I lost the contact I made a drawing of an “alitaur’ed” Nel. Nasty voices say, it’s just to have more then two breasts for Shira to grab, but of course that’s far from being true. --->;-)
I got the idea from one of Megan Giles centaurs and used the pose to make this Alitaur picture.

This picture is my part of an art-trade with Raven, who can also be found on FN. I have been very happy as she send me a mail, asking for a trade. --->:-)
The bird on the pic is a kind of fire phoenix that I've made this way after Raven told me she would like him colourfull. Also I've made some experiments with the background in this picture.

Because I haven’t been pleased with the first pic (messed the background), I decided to do another one for Raven, making a surprise. As the picture was finished Bloodi found a mistake and almost made me cry. --->;-) But she’s right, there are some mistakes in the picture, so maybe there will be another drawing in the future……